I know that I`m not perfect
because all of my flaws show,
I try my best to learn from my mistakes
but I guess I`m too dumb to know,
that I should think before I act
or ask before I say,
or at least have some common sense
before I blurt out, “Okay.”
I wish that I could, just for once,
make decisions with careful thought,
Why must I be so stupid?
and always forget what I am taught?,
Everyday, another mistake
and other time I should’ve improved,
but instead I just forget
and, before I realize, another friend is removed
I don`t like this feeling at all
when will this all stop?,
Being treated like the dumb one . .
Moving so far away from the top,
Everybody just assumes
that I purposely want to be this way,
but honestly, the truth is
I wish that things were be different -
each and everyday . .
So now I will try to change myself
even if it means not being me,
I don’t care if you don’t want me to
because you don’t realize what I see,
Everyday, I do something wrong
and again I am always to blame,
people lie, “It isn’t your fault.”
when really they think I am so lame
So, just tell me the freakin` truth
Do you see me the way I do?,
Because, that is what I think
or maybe, again, I just don’t have a clue. . ?
Well anyway , I don`t give a #uck
you can go ahead and try
try to freakin` make me “feel better”
because I know that I`ll still cry
