Watching my world fall apart,
Watching it slip away.
The ground trembles beneath my feet,
Night takes the place of day.
I glance around nervously,
Amazed at what I see.
Love is gone, hatred's here,
All this surrounding me.
The world that I once used to love,
Has disappeared from sight.
Now I wish I could give up,
Is it worth the fight?
Would it be better if I just left?
Just packed my bags and fled?
Would any sorrow be felt?
Would any tears be shed?
No one seems to understand,
Just what I'm going through.
No one seems to see that I,
Am lost without love from you.
You were everything to me.
You were my wings when I couldn't fly.
You were my whole life.
You made sure I'd always try.
You made me take chances.
And reach for all my dreams.
When I was upset,
You'd hush my inner screams.
But now I have no one.
Just look at what you've done.
You've taken my whole life,
And made me want to run.
Run to somewhere far away.
But where is there for me to go?
I feel the need to escape from here.
And the reason for this, I know.
Every time I see your face,
I remember how things used to be.
Back when we could have some fun,
Without any dope or E.
You have lost the trust I gave.
You threw it all away.
Knowing trusting people is hard for me,
You still lied to me that day.
When you promised me you'd quit,
All the drugs you do,
You looked me in the eyes and said,
"I'll quit them just for you."
"You are my best friend,
And you mean so much more,
Than any drug out there,
That I could ever score."
Every single word you said,
I believed it all.
I still believed that you'd be there,
To catch me as I fall.
But then the time came, when I needed you most,
And you never helped me cope.
You knew I needed you to help me through,
But instead, you chose your dope.
Since that day, I've been depressed.
And no one seems to care.
They tell me I should just move on,
At my heart, their comments tear.
And so I've watched my world fall apart,
I've watched it slip away.
I've lost the best friend I ever had,
In the span of just one day.
