Im sik of it

I'm sick of always hurting
i don't like all this hate
i wish you could have loved me
but now its just too late

I'm sick of always seeing you
and knowing you slipped away
you knew how to say i love you
just what i wanted you to say

I'm sick of all the memories
knowing none were true
laying in my bed crying
thinking of only you

I'm sick of wasting all my time
on you- the guy i loveD so much
my head is spinning of thoughts of you
all and especially your tender touch

I'm sick of blaming myself
thinking its all my fault
no guy will i love again
the door to my heart is permanently shut