My tears are like rain, fallin from the sky,
I am so lost, I just want to die.
My life just fell apart, I couldn't tape it back,
I am so sad, now my vision turns to black.
Everyone thought I was so happy,
But deep down I feel crappy,
I want my life to finally end,
I want someone to just be my friend.
I am so lonely in this cruel place,
I always think I am a disgrace.
I know you think I'm cheerful,
But you're wrong, I am so fearful.
I fear life, and death at the same time,
What will happen if I commit a crime.
I don't want to die, yet I don't want to live,
I think I just want to survive.
I want to be happy just like you,
But how can I live in a world that's untrue.
People are always lieing,
But worst of all they're always dieing.
Maybe this world is just to big for me,
Maybe if I go to heaven I can finally see.
I don't want ot be selfish but I don't want to be sad,
I could put all my organs in a for sale ad.
I could give them away to people who need them,
Organs to them are more worthy than a gem.
They will be grateful, I will be happy too,
I am finally free and won't end up like you.