Complicated

by dandy   Sep 18, 2004


These feelings I have inside,
there just too complex.
I'm lost inside of my own head
a deep, never ending vortex.

Emotions running through me,
so fast I cannot feel.
I am happy, then sad.
I can't tell what's real.

I love him, I hate him,
I want but don't take him.

Right here, so close,
yet so far away.
Will I live
to love another day?

He's right in front of me,
I long for his touch.
His arms around me,
I wish oh so much.

But I cannot have him.
Must I explain?
He likes someone else,
which leaves me in pain.

The source of my tears,
this river runs deep.
happiness runs downstream,
I am unable to keep.

I hate this life, the emotions which plague it.
I can't understand, it's so complicated.

I have no choice,
forever I walk alone.
Never having someone
to call my own.

I can never seem to find love. Perhaps I never will.

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  • 20 years ago

    by Ashmore

    I definely agree with Chris. You have such talent! You seem like a beautiful girl and Love will find you. In someway or another, when you least expect it. You'll find someone, keep your head up, and let your heart out and get out there and explore the guys! :) The poem..wow..full of emotion and descriptive..I enjoyed reading it, it reminds me of how I feel from time to time. Thank you for writing this and thank you for commenting on my poem. Take Care.

    -Jessica xxxx

  • 20 years ago

    by Chris

    Hey, I've been gone for a while. I don't know if you just pull these poems straight out of your head, or you are basing them on something in your experience..anyhow they are really quite powerful and you can express yourself quite brilliantly when you want to..good effort, and not just this poem but others, such as 'reflection'..I haven't got round to reading the rest of you new poems, as I'm quite drunk, and uncertain with the mouse and such..anyhow, well done, and keep it up!