Blood Written Apology

Dedicated to Jace...

I thought I loved you
I thought I couldn't live without you
I thought you were everything
I was wrong...

I wanted to feel love
I wanted to feel it so bad
I almost convinced myself
I did...

I wanted to love someone
I wanted to make you my world
I wanted to make myself love you
It wasn't right...

I dragged you into a situation
That wasn't necessary
I made you feel things
You didn't need to...

It was only infatuation
It was only obsession
It was only me
And it's true...

Now I need you to forgive me
I need to say sorry
I need to say I was wrong
And I am...

Everything will be OK
Everything will be the way it used to be
When you read
My blood written apology...