Goodbye To You

A blade in my hand,
A wrist in my view.
Thoughts in my head,
I wish I had you.

Cuts on the hand,
Blood flowing through.
Scars on my wrist,
All want is you.

Cut cut cut,
Now that’s all I do.
I’m giving up on me,
Because I cant have you.

I made a mistake,
I begged for acceptation,
But it was too late,
All I got was rejection.

All I did was love you,
The only thing I did was care,
You ignored me,
Hurt me with words that weren't there.

I know I can't change your mind,
Or play games with your heart,
The only thing I want you to know is,
Your tearing my world apart.

I know I can't force you to feel the same,
Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't,
There's no one for me to blame.

So then why do I feel like everything worth living for is gone?
Why can't I accept things as they are,
And just move on?

The thing is that I can't,
And I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck in a crush that only goes one way,
No one understands what I'm going through.

Everyone says to just move on,
'There's more fish in the sea',
But that doesn't matter,
When none are for me.

I feel so sad,
But what can I do?
With every slash of the knife,
I'm just reminded of you.

So I'll hurt myself on the outside,
To kill the pain within.
Maybe then my life will finally be over,
You'll never have to see me again.