I'll never forget you no matter how hard I try.

I'm just getting used to not
speaking with you every single
day.

But thoughts of you, they still
often caress my mind.

I try not to think of what "could"
have been.

But, I can't help but wonder.

"what happened to our forever?"

I try so hard not to dwell in the
past.

Telling myself.

"Samantha, quit being stupid,
you know better than this, there's
a reason why it didn't ever last.."

But still, I miss your laugh, so
much.

Still, I find myself sometimes
wishing once again for your
love.

But still everything remains the
same.

You can't ever go back, can't
change the past.

I know that, it's no use in
wondering what could have been
or should now be.

I know it's wrong of me still...
not wanting to let you go.

~*SaMmIe*~

I still miss you..after all you've done, I think why..why did she have to be the one?