We aren't alone

Why do i cry
why do i weep
why can i never
go to sleep
why do i wish
that i was dead
why does my body
feel like led
why is life
so unfair
why do i
even care
why do you
look at me
what is it
what do you see
theres nothing special
nothing here
i am nothing
what do i fear
whats that gleam
in his eye
whats with that laugh
that ends as a cry
whats the point
what do you care
how can you even
see me there
how do you live
how do you feel
how can you stand
that i'm not real
how can you smile
while i'm so sad
how can you cry
while i am glad
how can you
do this to me
when will you
finally see
when will i die
when will things be right
when will each day
not end in a fight
when will peace
finally come
all these questions,
puzzling are some
all the answers
are unknown
and yet its clear
we aren't alone