For all of time

Do you know what your doing?
Is this just a game?
Do you just say it
so I think you feel the same?

Do you like to see me cry
is this some sick joke?
Am I just some interesting
mystery that you like to poke?

What is with you
just make up your mind
I don't know why I talk to you
I should've left you behind

like all our precious moments
that are hidden in my heart
I should've just let go
right from the start

all the sad memories
locked up for all of time
I'll never look upon them
they are no longer mine

and I have no say
in anything you do
but then again
neither do you

I am just an onlooker
at you beautiful life
and as you grow older
it'll seem right

we've lost each other forever
we blew our one shot
instead of cherishing it
we could not

so these are our consequences
this is how we'll pay
forever without you
is the only way

I love you so much
but it hurts heaps inside
you'll be in my heart
for all of time!!!