If You Have To Go Then Go

You gave me a reason to live,
You taught me to give all i can give,
You gave me something to believe was mine,
But baby was it all a lie?

You said you loved me,
You said you cared,
But then why did you leave me on the stairs,
With tears rolling down my cheek,
You told me it was forever that you seek.

And that forever was just not with me,
Baby how can that be,
I gave you everything I possibly could,
I loved you like she should,

Maybe your right, Maybe we're not meant to be together forever,
But do you really think i would ever give up on you? come on you know better,
I would never,
Your the most amazing person I've ever known,
Look at the house we use to call our home.

Look at all the memories we've shared,
You told me you'd always be there,
You told me you'd always care,
Remember when you were all i had,
Well Hun thats still true,
Without you i don't know what I'd do.

But if you have to go then go
I never want to be the one to keep you from being free,
And i don't want to stop you from being who you need to be,
I just got one question did you ever truly love me?

I hope she treats you right
If you go please dont come back some lonely night,
And please leave now if your gonna start a fight.

Thats not how i want it to end,
Come on lets just shake hands and be friends,
We have been through too much to let each other down now,
I want to make this right I'm just now sure how.

If you could just give me a clue,
Is there anything i can do?
Just tell me how to make this right,
I'll do it,and I'm ready to fight.

For our love,why do i have to love you so damn much,
I'm not sure i can live without your touch,
And I'll miss our goodnight hugs and kisses,
I'll miss how we use to look up at the stars and make our wishes.

I'll miss the phone calls from you when you were bored at work,
I'll never forget the one time you called just to tell me i was a jerk,
I'll miss the way we use to flirt,
I'll definitely miss the way you looked in that mini-skirt.

You know the one you wore just for me?
God why cant you see
Me and you were really meant to be!

But if you have to walk out that door,
Go ahead but make sure you have no doubts,
Cause once you walk out,
You can't come back
Sorry i just cant go through that.

I just hope she makes you happy,
Cause thats all i ever wanted to do for you,
I just wanted to make you happy you know its true,
And I'll do whatever i have to do,
Even if it means losing you.

I guess this is goodbye
As i say all this I'm trying so hard to not to break down and cry,
I just wish i could understand why,
It hurts so much to see you walk away,
Just know I'll love you forever and a day!

*comments would be greatly appreciated*