You Try To Help

I try to hide the pain
I didn't know that you could see Right through it
I love to dance in the rain
Do you know what it's like to go Through this?
I put on my make up to cover it up
I try to hide my feelings
But somehow you know straight up
All of what I am feeling
You try to be here
But I won't let you
You show you care
But I won't accept you
I won't tell anyone my true pain
I know you think it's insane
But it's hard to share
I know you say you care
But I feel as though I am a burden
And to share makes the pain worse
That it even sometimes make me Wish it was my turn to be in a Hurse!

(yea..crappy poem! I know.)