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by Jennifer Fox or Jackson   Sep 19, 2004


You may think I don't care
but I really do
you may think I was never there
but at least I did my best to.

Go ahead and say what you believe
but my intentions were only meant for you
I did the best I could to be there
but you over looked the things I tried to do.

This may be the end of our friendship
but at least it was you to end it instead of me
because I would of never hurt you in that way
but that is something you could never see.

The reason I think you are selfish
is because you think of only yourself
you never once thought about those around you
because you didn't care about anyone else.

Trent may have been your boyfriend
but he was also my friend
I never said I was more screwed up then you
you just decided that was something I would do.

Apparently you don't even know me
for the good friend that I am
because you always took things out on me
instead of stupid Sam!!

So now you say I am a big baby
only because I cried
I cry because someone brain washed you
and I don't know the real reason why.

I would tell you who that someone is
but that is something I think you can guess
because you already guessed I don't care about you
so you tell me who I blame for this mess?

I already got new friends
and they compare much better then you
because they don't hurt my feelings
the way you do.

You hurt me so much
because you never even tried
you never even listened
but instead assumed I lied.

I never lied about caring
I didn't lie about trying my best to be there
you didn't even show you cared about losing me
because you never even cared.

Go ahead and turn you back on me
because that is what I had always seen
you didn't show me that you even cared
because you were never even there.

You tell me I was never there for you
yet that is something you never did or do
you tell me I was never a good friend
so go ahead and let it end.

(Cara you keep saying to me that I wasn't there for you...you tell me that I never cared...I can't believe you never even tried to talk to me about it...that is why I think you was never even a good friend because if you really cared about me you would at least try to talk to me about it...but I guess it is to late...you have all that you need right now and that don't included me...I see how you are and I guess I can be that way to...go ahead and think the things you do...I know the truth...I know how much I cared and how much I still care...I know I did my best to be there...I would of been there for you more often but I don't have a damn car...is that why you think Sam is a better friend...only because she is probably at your house everyday...I am sorry that I am not aloud out of my damn house because my parents won't let me...but that is something you never did understand because you always got mad at me for not being able to go places with you...you didn't have that patients and you never even cared...you only thought about yourself and how much you wanted someone to always be there...I was there with you Cara but you just couldn't see me...I thought I to was in your heart also along with Trent and your family and who ever else...But I guess I was just am image of someone you never even gave a second thought about because you always hated me...then why did you say you was my friend for so long??...do you know how much that part hurted...why would you have cared yourself a friend of mine when you didn't even act like that one! not even now...why do you want to hurt me so badly...you make me break down and cry everyday such as now...and since you are saying goodbye to me then I guess I will say goodbye back because you hate me so damn much...good luck in life without me because I would of always been there...but that is something you would of never seen even if it hit you square between your eyes...just go on ignoring me and all my offline messages because that is something you always been good at!)
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  • 20 years ago

    by Cara

    First of jennie i dont have yahoo messenger anymore my dad fried the computer and my messegers is no long on here so get a grip goodness and u really need to stop talkin about sam and u didnt like her in the first place so dont ever acted like u even did!!!! just cuz she has a car doesnt mean shes better then u so dont asume thats true get over yourself i dont care what u say iam not crying or unhappie cuz were not friends oh and mat doesnt like u so just stop flirting with him u have kno clue what its like losing trent so dont act like u kno what iam going thro i dont care if u have friends it doesnt matter to me iam happie without u i talked to your sister at the game so i kno how u really feel so u can say whatever and dont try to make ashley side with u cuz i dont care if shes your friend shes mine and sams to so byeness have a wonderful life without me and have fun being at home all the time doing your stupid chores chow forever cara

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