Living life going death

You laugh you cry
You live you die
Whats the point to live this life
When it hurts worse then a knife
Through you try to forget with all your might
The pain
The suffering of so many others
To the mothers who watch their children die in their arms
While everyone chants charms
To call fourth the living dead, for all their love ones
Screaming out not to give more pain
But as lame as they are, they never work
As you lurk around the corner, trying to escape death
While its trying to do its math
On how many lives they get
To haunt peoples twisted minds
As they try to be kind
While fooling us in heaven and hell
And tale a tall tale
As we all know it fails
We will be stuck on earth of all eternity
So during the mist
I don't dare cut my wrist
For then I see mt families faint