My Hidden View

In my mind i see a nothing
And that nothing is me
I only became it
After she broke up with me

Why did i let it happen
Why do i see myself this way
Is it because i am depressed
And don't want to live another day

Is it true that love don't last
Or is it true that love exists
I don't know maybe you can answer
Because i don't really know

Why did i let this happen
Why did i let her rip me apart
I know inside i am alright
But i appear to be something else

Its only the first
The start in this life
I hate this feeling
Of being diced

To love is to lust
To live is to die
To love is to hurt
To live is to cry
To fall apart is to let her feel
To stay apart is to hold it out