Perish

Nobody knows that this happened except me,
On that cold winters day when I felt misery.
When I went to the cupboard and opened the door
and grabbed nine tablets out of the draw.
I grabbed my drink and glugged them all down,
I felt sick and scared so I just laid around.
I sat on my bed and cried and I shook,
Not even knowing just what I took .

That night I fell asleep so quickly,
So I guess a sleeping pill was pumping through me.

I woke up the next day at 6:35,
My suicide attempt failed, I’m still alive.
I wish I didn’t do that I really do wish
I wish I could of taken enough to perish.