Ashley Nicole McCoy!

Ashley Nicole McCoy,

You're such a great friend
I can't believe I lost you once before
but I was just to blind to see
the our friendship meant so much more.

I had lost you because I was stupid
but I don't ever want to do that again
because I missed you so much
and I am glad our friendship is finally going to start over and begin.

I got all the letters you wrote me to
I used to reread them all the time
they used to make me cry each time through
because you were always on my mind.

You told me once I was your very best friend
but then one day I had got mad
all because I felt replaced
and you were the bestest friend that I had.

I knew I didn't compare to her
because she was always there
she stoled all your attention
and I felt like you hadn't cared.

I felt pushed to the side
like I didn't even matter
I felt so angry and frustrated
it just kept making me madder and madder.

I took my anger out on her
because she was the one I had blamed
I should have never blamed her at all
because after that our friendship wasn't ever the same.

Everyday I did something to her
just to make her mad
I didn't want her hanging with us
because without her I would of been glad.

I was so selfish then
because I wanted you all to myself
I wish I wasn't so stupid then
because I didn't think of anyone else.

I didn't think of how you felt
when I tried to push her away
but you ended up really mad
and our friendship ended within a day.

It hurt so much
but I thought I could live without
but I ended up depressed
and no one ever knew what about.

I am so sorry
for all the things that I had done
I never wanted to hurt you
and ruin all our crazy days of fun.

I hope you can forgive me
for every since then I regret
I regret all of my actions
and I still hope your not upset.

I hope this time we can make it right
and become better friends then before
I promise never to hurt you again
because it hurts me even more.

You are such a special person
and the greatest kind of friend
your always so nice and sweet
I hope this time, this friendship will never end!!

Your Friend Always and Forever,
Jennifer Ann Fox

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