If one day
you should find me
lying on the floor
unconscious and not breathing
without a pulse or a heartbeat
I'm sorry
if one day
you should find me
in a puddle
of my own blood
dead
I'm sorry
if one day
you should find me
hanging
literally, at the end of my rope
I'm sorry
if one day
the police should come to the door
to tell you they've found my body
on the train tracks
or on the highway
or floating in the lake
and I'm gone
I'm sorry
but-
if one day
you should find me
standing, talking to friends
smiling and laughing
please take a pictures
so that i can look back and remember
..that dreams really do come true..