Between life and death

A year ago you left me
You went on to the next life
I haven't moved on
I wish I had become your wife

Baby, don't be sad
I'm still here with you
My body may not be
but my spirit will always be with you

I cant live my life without you
I need you so bad
Why did u leave me?
Why am I always sad?

You know it wasn't my choice
You know I didn't want too
I wish I could still be with you
I never wanted my life to be thru

We had such a great future
planned ahead of us
We were going to be married
and I was going to have your baby

yes, we did
but now we cant
and I wish you would move on
and be happy once again

Your the only one I want]
there is no other
How can you want me to move on?
When we were so much in love.

I want you to be happy
forget about me
I am forever dead
go on and let me be

I will never forget about you
To many tears I have shed
I wanna be with you
so now I put a bullet through my head