Overcoming Loneliness.

In the loneliness of the night
Laying in my empty spaced bed
Only me and my unknown thoughts
Just thinking of dieing instead.

My tears start to desperately fall
And I cringe of the feeling in me
Because I don't want to live anymore
Or trying to overcome reality.

I've finally become tired of being tired
Maybe because no one truly understands
How it is to feel like giving it all up
To pray that someone will lend me a hand.

One day maybe an angel will come
To bandage my broken tattered wings
And to teach me how to forget the hate
So I could see all the lovely things.

But until that day slowly comes
I feel like I can't wait any longer
My feelings become frustrated n confused
And suddenly my mind starts to ponder.

So as I lay here on my bed
I listen to the silent rain
Falling drop by little drop
Just like my horrid pain.

Angel, I've waited long enough
And these feelings I can't hide
So please forgive me
About my suicide.