User

I keep on forgiving
and you keep breaking my trust
i cant believe you went this low
but to hurt me is your must

i try to let it go
being used is nothing new
but still it seems unreal
that i was used by you

my head is telling me
your a lying fag
i shouldn't care what you say
and crying is a drag

but my heart is saying learn
learn and let it go
wait until your older
don't ask what you don't want to know

why me? of all people
why do i have to be the one
the one people step on
and hurt just for fun

your no different
but i thought you were
i thought you were special
something sweet and pure

everything you did wrong
i easily forgave
and i put it behind me
when you chose to misbehave

after all i sacrificed
i meant nothing at all
even though i stood by you
and ran when you called

i gave you my heart
you put it in a blender
i gave you my soul
you ran it through the shredder

your Mexican hat dance isn't over
but I'm picking up the pieces from under your feet
before my heart gets crushed some more
Ive already accepted defeat

you won OK?
whatever game you were playing with my heart!
Ive finally learned my lesson
you tore me all apart

what am i supposed to do?
as if you really care
why am i telling you
what you did wasn't fair?

its not as if you give anything
for how you ruined me
your just fine living your life
not a glance back at what we used to be

but i think i should let you know
you stabbed me with a knife
you'll always be a bad kisser
and ruined my life

ill get over it but
you will never stop being a user
i don't care what you do with your life
to me your always a loser

i did nothing wrong
so i leave with no regrets
except for that i dated you
and I'm not going to try to forget

I'm going to remember this time
not to forgive you again
I'm going to learn and find someone better
and that wont be hard in the end

in the end here the truth
anyones better then you
and while i want to die you're
something i can live through

because while i hate myself
i have something you don't
i have a honest heart and
no matter what you won't

Lexi Lou