Birthday Dream

One day I saw you again
It was the best feeling I had felt in years
Now I'm not shedding any tears

I even replaced my frown with a smile that lasted more than a mile
I couldn't wait to talk to you about how everything was going

It was my birthday and I was so happy you were coming
To share this incredible day with you

The whole family was coming and I knew they couldn't wait to see you
That smile you had on made me smile times two
You were my best friend and you still are
Even though sometimes you feel very far
Today I saw you again and I was happy for a change

God had answered my prayer and gave me what I wanted
Then I woke up and a new day started
All I could think of is that you were never coming back
And my sorrow just kept growing
I can't help it, it won't go away
This pain, lonliness on my birthday

(Its not my birthday)