Im Sorry

Please don't ask me for another chance,
for my heart cannot be controlled by my mind...
I'm sorry, I really don't want to hurt you in any way,
but thats just the way I feel at this point in time.
I swear I tried to work things out with you...
I tried and pretended to be happy,
but all this time I only lied to myself...
because deep inside I feel you're not the one for me.
Now I know how you really feel...
because of all the things you demonstrate and tell,
but if I stay with you right now...
it would only make both of our lives hell.
My heart doesn't belong to you...
in fact it doesn't belong to anybody,
because the last time I gave my heart away...
I found it hard to bring it back to me.
So please don't feel bad about what I'm trying to tell you...
I really don't want you to feel bad about anything thats going on,
Please believe me, in the future
there might be a chance to become one.
It isn't you, its in fact me,
and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you from the start...
But I didn't really think it would go this far,
because all I had then, was a poor broken heart.
I'm sorry about everything, I really am...
and I hope you can forgive me,
I hope you can understand...
that I just don't think that thats where I should be.
I'm Sorry.