The Unknown

Do you ever wonder
Where this life will lead us?
In the end, what does happen?
We don't know,
Until it is the end...
That's a good thing,
Most people think.
But to me, it isn't.
I hate not knowing the unknown.
Till it really does happen.
And it's too late.
I hate surprises.
Whatever life throws at me.
Fear the unexpected, never prepared.
Always wonder about the next minute.
The next hour, even the next day.
Will I lose someone I care about?
Will I die tomorrow?
I hate change as much as I hate the unknown.
Most of all, I fear reality.
Weeks will fly by,
With years following behind.
What will happen in the future?
What will happen to me?
To them?
Who knows...
And I hate it.