Dear Diary (number 1)

Dear Diary,

Things are not going to well in my life,
I'm not sure if I can keep away from the knife.

I've come to you for help and support,
Help me now, you are my last resort.

I don't think I can handle things anymore,
I thought I could but it's too much of a chore.

Don't worry, I won't do anything bad,
But I wanted you to know that I'm feeling really sad.

People at school just ignore me,
My family at home just don't agree.

My head won't stop pounding,
My crazy life is just astounding.

You are the only one where I can be myself,
I will keep you hidden up on my shelf.

I hope you won't tell anyone what I have wrote,
You see me for me and understand my note.

For now I will write to you with all my heart,
and hope my life doesn't fall apart.

Love Always