He Means alot to me!!!
But there's know way i can have
a boyfriend right now
maybe someday me and him will
be together but right now i have
to focus on myself
i have to get better some how
i need to keep my strength up
they all think I'm moving on so fast
there's no way i cant begin to explain i feel like I'm digging my on grave but my holes only suppose to be 6 feet deep
but as i look up hes there holding out his hand and then hes pulling me up hes so protective not wanting me to get hurt he says
hes always going to be here for me
I'm starting to believe every word he says maybe some day ill be with him but right now i have to remember to focus on myself
