Tree Of Sorrow

Seeds of sorrow,
Planted in my heart.
Abhorring tomorrow,
For then we would have to part.

Sunlight’s needed,
It’s my love for you.
Shining bright, unheeded.
Thoughts of you, my love’s renewed.

Foundation’s dirt,
Acquainted for years.
To flirt and leave must hurt.
To love and leave’s what one fears.

Water is heard.
Flows in like a flood.
Rises up to the birds.
How much my heart’s filled with love.

And the seeds, they grow.
In the perfect condition.
In fact, they prosper,
From my own decision
To leave my heart with her…

Ideal balance of sacrifice and love,
For maximum amount of pain.
But I love it!
Yet, I hate it.
As I wait for tomorrow to come,
My feelings become numb.