My Hero Prt2

*Read part1 first*

*~Guys Point Of View~*

I was out partying with my friends
Drinking and having fun
Not a care in the world
The party had just begun

My phone began to ring
A number flashed across the screen
I was too busy having fun
After all I'm just a teen

I cancelled on my gf
And went back to drinking beer
I felt kinda guilty
But why feel bad while I'm here?

Hours passed
It was really late at night
I decided to go home
To get ready for a fight

My gf would be pissed
That i hadn't answered her call
She'd make me sleep on the couch
Maybe not even talk to me at all

I imagined all these things
And i started to feel really bad
I tried to give her a call
But she must have been really mad

Finally i got home
But when i got inside
She was nowhere to be seen
Its not she like she would hide

My heart pounded in my chest
I called her name out loud
Worry filled my mind
No reply, not a sound

The bathroom was locked
I pounded on the door
Yelling for her to let me in
Louder then before

I broke the door down
And looked around
Blood and broken glass
All over the ground

And there stood my gf
A razor clutched in her grasp
Staring, not blinking
Like she was wearing a mask

And blood all over her
But she stared ahead
It was like she didn't see me
Like she was already dead

I rushed to her side
And threw the razor to the floor
A sad, lonely girl
Was all i saw

I wrapped my arms around her
To make sure she was okay
We stood there in silence
I wasn't sure what to say

I whispered I'm sorry
For not being there
When she needed me the most
I promised i really did care

I cleaned her up
As gently as i could
I treated her with care
As i know i should

I felt like sh!t
I didn't know what to do
It was all my fault
I know its true

If it wasn't for me
Partying with my friends
Maybe her life
She wouldn't have tried to end