I'm telling you what I think or feel

I could say that I don't understand you!
I could say that I don't care!
But have you thought to yourself that I do?
Even if I hind it..you should still know that I'm here!
I'm still living..
I'm still growing..
I'm still talking..
I'm still "Me" for who I am!
Can you not see that?
I have so many thoughts & emotions that goes around
And I have to hold it back to my sorrow?
I won't..My feelings that I have right now are real, true!
I have felt misery today & some emotional pain, but you say you care about my feels!
Well, Do You?
I'm here waiting to hear something from your mouth that should support me by how I'm feeling!!!
You can look at me and think to yourself that I can't see "Stuff", but you know what?
"You Probably Can't See or Feel "Stuff" Either For What I'm Feeling!"
It could be a "Fact who knows, huh?"
I'm being "Strong" of myself, cuz of the pain and hurt I had gone through before!
I have so much to say that I can't, cuz of the so many thoughts just rush in my brain!
I haven't been feeling too much healthy, but it seems like "Doors Shut" before my eyez!
I have been waiting, but it's okay if you don't notice cuz it is just "Me"

"My Mind Just Has Been Open With Some Feels"

~I wrote this cuz of the feels that I had today and that it's true..and if my best friend reads this she'll know who this is for!~ *9-22-04*

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