Now I Know

Everyday for five years
You have stayed in my head
Every night I have dreamed of you
Of having you in my bed

I wanted you to let me in
Let me love you with all my heart
But now I know you have a girlfriend
And its torn my whole world apart

I guess I needed to believe
That you had also waited for me
That one day you would return
And together we would always be

I feel so stupid for thinking that
The truth has cut like a knife
For now I know it could never be
You will never be a part of my life