My mom and her husband

Why does my mom choose her man over me,
why doesn't she open her eyes to see.
why doesn't she put my sister and I first.
why when I complain she makes me feel worst
why doesn't she notice that her words hurt
Why do i constantly feel like dirt.
Why doesn't she make him buy groceries for the house.
Why does she spend less time with me and more time with her spouse?
Why can't she see he doesn't care about us,
Why can't she see with my decision she should trust?
Why can't I ever get my thought across
Why can't she see my heart is lost,
and taking his side will surely cost.
Why can't my mom be on my side for a change,
without making me go insane
I love my mom with all heart,
but sometimes its hard to show the part,
I wish she would consider my feelings over her him,
but i know those chances are slim.
I should always be number one,
compared to me his number should be none.

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