CoMpLeX

Well now sh!ts complicated
i need some time to think
I'm so deep inside my own head
i sometimes forget to blink
thats when i come back to reality
as my eyes begin to burn
but that pain feels so much better
then all the things for which i yearn..
sometimes i cant breathe
then my hopes get high
i wonder if I'll suffocate
i hope to go i die
then something deep
inside makes me inhale
it wont let me sleep
i cant escape from this jail
inside my mind i weep
for no tears flow from these eyes
its a simple pleasure
of which I've been denied
stop asking why
get out of my head
don't look in my eyes
my insides are dead
just trust my word
and skip the despair
unless you prefer
to lose your soul to my stare