The Real Me

by Le'Shea   Sep 23, 2004


I love you
It's nothing I can do about that
It's natural
I can't make it go away
You don't like the fact that I'm in love with you
But you should of thought about that
When you was saying the same
Now look I'm not the only one to blame
We just have to deal with the fact that our love is no more
It's over for real this time
Yeah, we thought it would last forever
But guess what we were wrong
This is a no, no and a never
I'm stuck with the thought of losing you
In my heart and on my mind
Letting yo' love cause me to go blind
I guess that was one of the biggest mistakes of my life
Now I'm suffering from the choices I made
Just so ready to pick up that blade
I can't cause he's still there
And trust I know he's not going no where
I guess he cares too much
But for what
Look who I am
Look who I've become
A pain in the @$$
Just like that thick piece of glass
This I hold in my hand
Ready to let go to be shattered
Shattered just like my life
Ready to be no one's wife
I'm so lost and so confused
I just want to go
With no destination and no thought in my head
Just want to get real far away
I just can't make my heart stay in place it doesn't want to stay
I'm trying so hard to put up with it
But you don't know
Just how hard it is to be in a place
A place where you are unwanted and unloved
It shouldn't be like this
I should be happy and living in bliss
All happy and stuff
But that's just too much
Too much to ask for
Waking up everyday
To a place full of hatred
With all that he said and she said
Goodness I just want to go
I don't care where
I can't stress this enough
Y'all act like y'all don't understand that I don't want to be here
The only thing I can say
Is I want to go FAR, FAR away!

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