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by ~*^*~ longing to belong ~*^*~ Sep 23, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / other
I used to be sensible, Did as I was told, Enjoyed being the good girl. Not anymore. I used to cry if I didn’t understand, If I was late for class, Or if I missed my bus. Not anymore. I used to want to learn, Wanted to be the best, And to know the most. Not anymore. I used to do everything perfectly, Make sure it was all correct, And completely finished. Not anymore. I used to hear his proud voice, When he talked of me, His clever daughter. Not anymore. I used to know how it felt, To be happy, And to enjoy being alive. Not anymore.