The feelings I feel
Don't seem to be real.
I'm wishing it is a dream.
I hope to awake,
And just for my sake
He will be there to comfort me.
I should let my feelings out,
But I just can't find how
To share them without hurting.
I seem to hurt him
So I'll let my feelings seem dim,
And he can go on flirting.
I see him love her
And I often ponder,
How come it couldn't be me?
He looks like he's happy,
So I will let him be.
But I still hope he'd want to be with me.