You may laugh
as i sit here and cry
sit here and rot
lie awake and die
you may grin
as my insides turn
as my eyes balls bleed
while my face starts to burn
my happy state will set me free
rolled back eyes - you stare at me
whole heartedly i ask you girl
want to take a turn with my world?
like a leper, you can see my disease
the preacher, the children, praying for me free
I'm fine, I'm good, I'm chill
I'm f**ked!
HAHAHA-you F**King looked!
i rub the lotion on my legs
and take my happy pills again
i stare out the window -
of the room I'm condemned too
i don't need a f**king friend
I'm fine alone, I'm fine with this blood
I'm fine knowing, all love gave up
you sneer as i bleed
thats just what i need
another friendly face
as i shoot it up once more
i lay back chill
whats God got in store?
you laugh, you laugh, you jerk my chain
laugh you b***h while your pain
I'd rather be struck, then your voice in my ears
id rather be raped, then live with you these years
i would
id die, id kill, id smile
just for my life, just for my truth
for my strength
i stand here on the roof
ill fly into the sky
ill sore into your soul
see exactly why you laugh
see just what makes you whole
i leave you here with tears of joy
-laugh a little more-
crack up you b***h
as my corpse lay center floor.
