Despair and nothingness float threw my veins
consuming me whole
eating away at my soul
nothing left to lose
nothing to gain
your pleasure lies in my pain
suffering
gasping for air
nothing left to do but admit my defeat
leave this life of misery
jump from my body and search for the answer
the answer to why I have so much pain
hidden behind a smile
an empty soul
no hope
no life
just despair and nothingness consuming me whole
