My So Called Family!

All you do is yell at me
I wish you would just let me be
you don't even see how much I hurt inside
you don't even know how much I want to just die.

Stop telling me what to do
I don't need to hear it coming from you
you never let me go anywhere
because you don't trust me and never cared.

I don't have anyone who loves me anymore
because they all left me crying on the floor
they think I am strong
but I tell you your all wrong.

You threaten me all the time
don't you know what that does to my mind
you can't even hug me when I feel so sad
all you do is tell me go away which makes me go mad.

I just lost the only person who ever cared
but she doesn't want me because she says I was never there
she left me empty but she is still in heart
but I don't know what to do because she is riping me apart.

Why does everyone hurt me
I am so depressed, why can't they just see
all I need is a hug and someone to wipe back my tears
but I am all alone which was always one of my fears.

You always take things out on me
I have feelings and I hurt, can't you even see
stop asking me why I have an attitude
stop telling me that I'm being rude.

I am sick of you always putting me down
its not funny, can't you see me when I frown
I cry myself always at night
I don't ever get enough sleep but thats alright.

I don't care whether I sleep or not
I don't care whether I am healthy or not
I don't care whether I live or not
I don't care whether you care or not.

If you cared you would of showed it
if you was there you would of proved it
I hate you so much for you could never know
just because you are my parents doesn't mean I love you so.

I would always ask you to let me go somewhere or another
but you always made up the excuss saying I could do much better
why do you always have to hold me back
why is it love that you lack.

I grew up in a home with no love
the only love was God up above
he helped me through most of the time
but then crazy things happened and I blamed him all the time.

I sinned within the things I do
I sin because I always hated you
where are you now when I think you are by my side
where are you when its a broken heart I hide?

I need you so much and yet your not here
the only friend I have is my image in a mirror
she tells me that there will be a day
that I will somehow get my own way.

She is the one that helps me
she is the one that loves me
she is the one that holds me
she is the one that would never hurt me.

I trust her with all my life
she is the one I let hold the knife
is she gives up then I will to
because she is the one that blocks out the image of you.

Where are you when I cry
where are you when I want to die
where are you when your supposed to be in my heart
where are you when I need a boast to start?

I hate you all
because you let me fall
you let me down
you're the reason I always frown!

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