I want to

I want to slit my wrist and get this over with every time

I read one of your poems you say just because Trent died I hate you for saying that

It makes me want to cry
You really don't understand what I'm going through do you??

You just want me to care about what I did to you!!

Right now I don't care about what (I so called did to you)

I'm trying to focus on myself
would you like me to slit my wrist
and end my life?? Cause right about now thats just what I might do

I'm already going through enough
pain you don't have to try to make me feel guilty too!!!

Just because I say I blame all this on you doesn't mean I really do

You don't know what I'm thinking every second of the day

You don't know what life's like for me

I'm not OK I'm not happy it just seems like I'm

Yes I fake every smile I put on my face.

so what why do you care how i feel?

I don't need you to make me feel like Ive done everything wrong in my life.

I don't need you telling me whats wrong and whats right!!

I'll do what I want without your consent.

So if i ruin my life so what no one wants to be with me anyway

I'm just the girl who wants her boyfriend back.

I mattered to him! he loved me and no one else does

I don't need your pity or your shoulder to cry on.

I don't have a life without him
but you see you didn't lose
your one true love.

I want you to get a grip I'm
the one thats going through hell