Myself of the thoughts

I try to listen to everyone, but it seems like I can't!
I don't wanna listen!
I don't wanna be pushed on bullsh** right now!
I can feel the ach that scream bloody murder!
I'm burnin in here with a slight of problem in my hands!
I feel like drowning myself!
I could just wake up and think that it was a dream, but I won't wake up from my dream!!!
I wanna know how many people would listen to me by how my feeling right now!
How many care?!?!
I ach and ach, but what I need to do is listen to everyone!
How about if you listen to me, first then go on with you life hold!
I'm tired of people not listening to me, and the way that things change all the time!
We all know that it just pisses us off when things come out of no where and change our plans on what had planned!
I say that I wanna drown myself, but I haven't done that yet!
I wonder why I haven't?

9-23-04...

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