The opportunity came n i decided to take
realised instantaneously it was another mistake
a life filled with tragedies and misfortune
my emotions are as fragile as porcelain
i once believed that my dream was in my grasp
but as days continued on it faded into the past
my life becomes nocturnal where darkness is my friend
feels like I'm rejected from heaven and sent on a descend
left out of heaven and unwanted in hell
stuck in between like a half working spell
every time i rehabilitated from cs
i always came back because it felt like a part of my chest
became anti social n suddenly depressed
all these worries and all this stress
still struggling 2 get money n help my family
entering a road where the end is insanity
