All I could ever want is to have you here
But more and more it seems
That you being here is hurting me.
You've been all I've known for nine months now
The best nine months of my life
But I feel like I have to end this.
I lost myself in your touch
Losing all my senses
And sacraficing who I was to become who I am now.
I keep telling myself that I don't care
But I do, and it's hard for me
To tell you this...but here I go.
I love you, and we both know that
But by being with you I've lost my morals.
I promised myself so much
But with each and every kiss, I broke those promises
And watched them slowly fall to pieces at my feet.
At the end of this road, I know that all I'll have left
Is my broken promises and my broken heart.
This isn't what I wanted to happen...
I never planned it out like this.
But now, I'm so tangled up in you
That I'm not completely me anymore.
I'm too young to live my life for someone else
And I can't comprise myself any longer.
So I have to say goodbye, and thank you
For the past nine months of my life.
I learned a lot about life and love
And about myself.
I need to be who I was becoming before
Instead of who I'm becoming now.
You're all I could ever want
But I need to let you go
Because by loving you...
I've lost me.
