Other people

Sometimes you feel you have to go to extremes
when you find out people aren't what they seem
sometimes you feel like you have to pay the price
for what they did that wasn't "nice"
why you wonder every hour
why things started to get sour
you blame yourself for every wrong
even if you knew it was there fault all along
once again you take the blame
knowing you did nothing
why do we blame ourselves at the end
when we did nothing wrong, once again
why do i want to open your eyes
by hurting myself for your lies
why do i feel i have to prove
I'm better then you and all that you lose
I'm gonna hurt myself for something you've done
I'm not gonna take the blame for your fun
I'm guess i growing smarter each day
but i still wanna hurt myself in a big way
why?