I push the knife in
i twist it
you let out a gasp
you want me to stop
i want you to understand
i need you to understand
you want to understand
you really do
i try to let you
but in my rush of emotion
i pierced your lung
I'm sorry now
as it deflates
you fight for you air and your life
I'm sorry
so sorry
i didn't mean to hurt you
i meant to scare you
you wont mess with me anymore
at least i hope not
if you live
which i hope you do
you must leave me alone
i cannot deal
with all the pain
you put me through
the ambulance comes
and i wipe the knife
on your once clean white shirt
its a stained bloody mess now
the knife is thrown
into the wet cement
its sidewalk soon
no one will know
but you and me
I'm so sorry now
i go get the knife
its stabs into my stomach
i did not realize i did it
i go down to my knees
with my last breath
i tell you I'm sorry
and i die holding you
