My Love Life Sucks

I had it all planned out,
I was ready without a doubt.
Then I heard the news not about me,
My friend said she asked you out and you said maybe.
How could I let this happen,
I was not fast enough maybe if I quicken.
I could get to you before you tell her yes,
If only we could fix this mess.
I think on Monday I will tell her,
She at least deserves to know its for the better.
I am so worried now,
Could this be? Please tell me now.
I don't want her to think I am a backstabber,
That I would choose a guy over her.
I hope she understands because she likes other guys,
I don't really want us to say our goodbyes.
Although she has a chance with some guy named Steve,
And I really don't want her to leave.
Someone please hug me I'm beginning to cry,
I wish me and him could just give it a try.
For I like him and he likes me too,
And I am not lying what I'm saying is true.
Life is so small like baby ducks,
And I will sadly say my love life truely sucks.