Cant believe this is happening
cant hold this all in
cant go back
because there I've already been
wish i could tell you
how i really feel
just wish you could know
but you wouldn't know how to deal
no one understands all the troubles that i face
no one can see the tears running down my face
no one can tell I'm lost without a doubt
no one can hear all these shouts
you couldn't care any less
and it feels like I'm wrapped up in this mess
you cant see that i cry every night
and a simple hello makes it easier to fight
you don't get that i need you
and that i wish you knew
you don't know how it feels
to feel so far down you have no more self appeal
i look in the mirror
disgusted with what i see
complaining that I'm to fat
and that i hate being me!
how could you go on with your life
knowing that i can easily pick back up the knife...
