Dealing With Life

i'm feeling so stressed
i can't breathe in
my ribs are tight and compressed
my heart has stopped within

my life is so confusing
yet people haven't seen half
they think it's so amusing
and they stand back and laugh

they breathe in and sigh
because their lives are fine
it gives them a natural high
knowing their lives aren't like mine

my life is full of fear
i'm afraid of being alone
each and every year
my heart turns more into stone

as i face each day
i look over my sholder
and think of new ways
to make you people smoulder