Why can't I say goodbye to your memory?

Finally when I think I'm over your death, something else triggers tears

Why does your memory continue to haunt me?

Why can't I just be happy that you're in a better place, and not wish that you were still here, still my best friend?

When I think I've finally cried all I can, something always makes me start up again..

Whether it's seeing a gravestone, or just going to our old club house..

All these little things, trigger so many painful memories..

Why can't I just move on?

Why won't you let me let your soul rest in peace?..

Why can't I let go..of the past..

~*SaMmIe*~

I want to let go...but I just don't know how...