Lost in reality

Lived a fairy tale,
didn't know much.
just played life,
lately I've been learning too much.

reality hit me like a bullet,
just getting to meet it,
over you so much,
my brain candle Finlay lit.

you were my prince,
to take me away.
my one true love,
but now what do you have to say.

I'm lost in reality,
my fairy tale gone.
caught up in life,
how could u last this long?

it's awful to be here,
living life as it truly is.
i didn't want to hear whats going on,
i didn't want this.

rocking back and forth,
voice in my head.
telling me to do bad things,
that you hate me and i should be dead.

didn't take me seriously,
fine ill try not to care.
i just wanted you to feel the pain,
I'm trying to share.

because your my shoulder to cry on,
whenever I'm in pain.
now your gone,
and I'm no longer sane.

i see things,
and i wish they were true.
it involves depression,
it involves you.
reality...as i see it.