What do I do?

My head is telling me to let go

While my heart is telling me to
hold on

I'm so confused, I can't keep
being strong

I'm becoming weak, from this
inner battle that never seems
to end..

I feel so tired from all the tears

I don't feel the same anymore

Not like I always did before

I feel like someone has ripped
out my soul

And left my body to be tortured by
an unseen force

My heads tellin me to go

My heart is begging me to stay

I don't know which to listen to

Can't someone please tell me..

I'm so broken now, I don't think
I can ever be fixed

I'm becoming weaker and weaker
from this long fight

Can't fate just leave me be for
once

Can't you leave my heart atlast

My head is telling me to go

But my heart is pleading for me
to just stay..

But I already know, I'll lose either..way..

I have a choice, to make

Either betray my heart and live in pain.

Or ignore logic, and die alone...

My head is telling me to let go..

My heart is telling me to hold on

How can I choose, when both options are wrong?

~*SaMmIe*~